myrkraveran

A disguise of self-deception
Hides my secrets perfectly
I'm rejecting my reflection
'Cause I hate the way it judges me.

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I'm a natural assasin
A massacre in action
I've never known remorse
Or felt any compassion
This is my drug of choice
The reason demons rejoice
My rage remains a beast untamed

I bet you'll remember me now

Glutton
I am heartbreak and depression
Regret without redemption
A wounded animal
Afraid of my reflection
I am an epidemic
This is a crime of passion
The willing weak deserve defeat
The penance will be savage

I'm starving,
I'm starving...
I'm starving for affection
Your heart is made of ash
And you were just a face to me,
A sacrificial lamb
Rejection, Revenge
Deception, Damage
I might be going down in flames,

This is the perfect place
To hide the crime and burn the remains...
I was so naive
I refused to feed
Waiting for you to notice me
I was so naive
I refused to feed
Waiting for you...

LIKE A LOVESICK ANOREXIC

I just can't forget
The love you twisted
The lies you enlisted
to kill us quietly and beat me down
I hope you drown in this shit milk of regret
I WON'T FUCKING FORGET

I hope you drown while your world is burning down

yesterday upon the stair
I met a man who wasn’t there
he wasn’t there again today
I wish that man would go away

shadow man standing in my room
smearing conspiracies for me to consume

shadow man has a plan just wait & see
you’ll all be sorry for fucking with me

come out & plaaaay

shadow man shadow man oh please go away,
I really don't feel like playing today!

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I can feel the night beginning,
seperate me from the living,
understanding me,
after all I've seen,
piecing every thought together,
find the words to make me better,
if I only knew.. how to pull myself apart.

All that I'm living for,
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore [########] that I'm wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.

I believe that dreams are sacred.
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby,
Like a reason why,
Like a play of my obsessions,
Make me understand the lesson,
So I'll find myself,
So I won't be lost again.

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me,
To be the one.
I could have run forever,
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love?

Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?
Should I lock the last open door,
My ghosts are gaining on me.

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The depth of you
Follows me
And I burn.